{"id":546,"date":"2025-04-04T15:58:57","date_gmt":"2025-04-04T15:58:57","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/blogs.beaconhouse.net\/424\/?p=546"},"modified":"2025-04-04T17:29:22","modified_gmt":"2025-04-04T17:29:22","slug":"riding-the-roller-coaster-my-pgce-module-1-journey-by-ms-saima-kamran-ic","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogs.beaconhouse.net\/424\/riding-the-roller-coaster-my-pgce-module-1-journey-by-ms-saima-kamran-ic\/","title":{"rendered":"Riding the Roller Coaster: My PGCE Module 1 Journey by Ms. Saima Kamran (IC)"},"content":{"rendered":"\r\n<p>\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<em><strong>Riding the Roller Coaster: My PGCE Module 1 Journey<\/strong><\/em><br \/><em><strong>\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 Written by Ms. Saima Kamran (IC)<\/strong><\/em><br \/>Embarking on the PGCE journey with the University of London has been nothing short of a roller coaster ride\u2014thrilling, terrifying, enlightening, and, at times, completely overwhelming. Juggling my roles as a full-time teacher, a mom, and a wife, I\u2019ve learned more than just pedagogy in Module 1\u2014I\u2019ve discovered the depths of resilience and purpose that fuel my passion for education.<br \/><br \/>From the very start, I knew this wasn\u2019t going to be easy. The PGCE program demands intellectual commitment, deep reflection, and consistent engagement. But what I didn\u2019t fully anticipate was the internal tug-of-war between professional growth and personal responsibilities. There were days when I\u2019d spend my school hours pouring into students\u2019 learning, only to rush home to tend to dinner, homework help for my own children, and late-night study sessions for myself. Finding balance became my daily mission\u2014and some days, it felt like chasing a moving target.<br \/><br \/>One of the biggest challenges in Module 1 was compiling the portfolio. It wasn\u2019t just about uploading documents; it was about curating my learning journey. I had to stop and reflect on my teaching strategies, link them to theory, and articulate how my practices were evolving. It pushed me to not just do teaching but to truly understand it. Reflection became a mirror\u2014sometimes kind, sometimes brutally honest.<br \/><br \/>Then came the first assignment, which almost felt like a rite of passage. The expectations were high, and rightly so. Writing academically after years away from formal study was a tough re-entry. Understanding the structure, referencing correctly, using critical analysis instead of descriptive narration\u2014it was a steep learning curve. I had moments of self-doubt, staring at the blinking cursor and wondering if I was really cut out for this.<br \/><br \/>But what truly carried me through this challenging phase was the incredible support system around me.<br \/><br \/>My school head, Ms. Mahwish Abid, was my rock throughout the journey. Her consistent motivation, belief in my abilities, and calm reassurance in stressful moments reminded me that I wasn&#8217;t alone. Her leadership and encouragement meant more than words can express.<br \/><br \/>I\u2019m also deeply thankful for my critical friend, Ayesha Daniyal, whose thoughtful feedback and collaborative spirit brought clarity to my reflections and assignments. Our conversations\u2014sometimes deeply academic, sometimes just sisterly pep talks\u2014kept me going.<br \/><br \/>My besties, Shahnoor and Ms. Seema, were my emotional anchors. Always just a message or voice note away, they offered encouragement, lifted me in moments of self-doubt, and reminded me of the bigger picture.<br \/><br \/>Most importantly, my family was my foundation. My children, with their innocent hugs and patience, often reminded me why I started this journey in the first place. My spouse\u2019s silent understanding, shared responsibilities, and emotional support made it possible for me to keep pushing\u2014even when exhaustion crept in. They were the behind-the-scenes heroes of this story, and I owe them everything.<br \/><br \/>Module 1 wasn\u2019t just about academic success\u2014it was about growth, connection, and rediscovering the joy of learning. As I look ahead to Module 2, I carry with me not just the knowledge and confidence I\u2019ve gained, but the love and support that made it all possible.<br \/><br \/>Here\u2019s to embracing new challenges, continuing the journey, and celebrating every small win along the way\u2014with my tribe cheering me on.<\/p>\r\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft wp-image-550 size-medium\" src=\"http:\/\/blogs.beaconhouse.net\/424\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/171\/2025\/04\/Saima-191x300.jpeg\" alt=\"\" width=\"191\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/blogs.beaconhouse.net\/424\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/171\/2025\/04\/Saima-191x300.jpeg 191w, https:\/\/blogs.beaconhouse.net\/424\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/171\/2025\/04\/Saima-654x1024.jpeg 654w, https:\/\/blogs.beaconhouse.net\/424\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/171\/2025\/04\/Saima-768x1203.jpeg 768w, https:\/\/blogs.beaconhouse.net\/424\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/171\/2025\/04\/Saima.jpeg 817w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 191px) 100vw, 191px\" \/><\/p>\r\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft wp-image-555 size-medium\" src=\"http:\/\/blogs.beaconhouse.net\/424\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/171\/2025\/04\/saima-and-friends-225x300.jpeg\" alt=\"\" width=\"225\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/blogs.beaconhouse.net\/424\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/171\/2025\/04\/saima-and-friends-225x300.jpeg 225w, https:\/\/blogs.beaconhouse.net\/424\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/171\/2025\/04\/saima-and-friends-768x1024.jpeg 768w, https:\/\/blogs.beaconhouse.net\/424\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/171\/2025\/04\/saima-and-friends-1152x1536.jpeg 1152w, https:\/\/blogs.beaconhouse.net\/424\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/171\/2025\/04\/saima-and-friends.jpeg 1200w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 225px) 100vw, 225px\" \/> <img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft wp-image-556 size-medium\" src=\"http:\/\/blogs.beaconhouse.net\/424\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/171\/2025\/04\/Maam-Mahwish-and-Shahnoor-225x300.jpeg\" alt=\"\" width=\"225\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/blogs.beaconhouse.net\/424\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/171\/2025\/04\/Maam-Mahwish-and-Shahnoor-225x300.jpeg 225w, https:\/\/blogs.beaconhouse.net\/424\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/171\/2025\/04\/Maam-Mahwish-and-Shahnoor-768x1024.jpeg 768w, https:\/\/blogs.beaconhouse.net\/424\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/171\/2025\/04\/Maam-Mahwish-and-Shahnoor-1152x1536.jpeg 1152w, https:\/\/blogs.beaconhouse.net\/424\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/171\/2025\/04\/Maam-Mahwish-and-Shahnoor.jpeg 1200w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 225px) 100vw, 225px\" \/><\/p>\r\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0Riding&hellip; <a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/blogs.beaconhouse.net\/424\/riding-the-roller-coaster-my-pgce-module-1-journey-by-ms-saima-kamran-ic\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Riding the Roller Coaster: My PGCE Module 1 Journey by Ms. Saima Kamran (IC)<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":295,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[15],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-546","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-from-the-classroom-to-the-blogosphere","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogs.beaconhouse.net\/424\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/546","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogs.beaconhouse.net\/424\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogs.beaconhouse.net\/424\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.beaconhouse.net\/424\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/295"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.beaconhouse.net\/424\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=546"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.beaconhouse.net\/424\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/546\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":559,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.beaconhouse.net\/424\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/546\/revisions\/559"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogs.beaconhouse.net\/424\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=546"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.beaconhouse.net\/424\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=546"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.beaconhouse.net\/424\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=546"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}